I can't believe that I have not written in over a year. I've thought about many times. I just never got a chance to sit down to type anything meaningful.
I have changes jobs. I went from a preschool teacher/bus driver to a full time bus driver with a school district in North Carolina. It is with Charlotte Mecklenburg Schools, 18th largest school district in the nation. Last year I drove bus 573. This year is 14.
I love interacting with students. Even with the same routes everyday, not every day is the same. Some students do not ride the bus, some behavior issues, etc. I do not write up a child unless it is necessary.
I am passionate about being a teacher, even on the bus. I try to work with parents and the school before a write up is necessary. I have one child that I have seen progress with being able to sit down now versus at the beginning on the school year. Woo hoo! Many of my elementary students love to color. I have crayons and paper.
I may be the black sheep on the bus lot, just don't mistake that for a lack of passion and commitment to my students.
If I could drive a school bus every day all day, I would. It would be my ride everywhere.
I've had a few panic attacks. Not many. My anxiety level has been a roller coaster this school year. I have been worried that I have taken a few steps backward in my peaceful zen.
Stress of finances, house falling apart, and all the trifling idiots at work. Just so much right now. I wish that we (my mom and I) could just sell the 14 acre property and move to an apartment. Not in Charlotte, Charlotte is pushing a lot of low income families out. Maybe Pineville or a surrounding area. There are many bus lots I can transfer to.
It is fate, keeping the faith, and persistence. Maybe even destiny. Working towards a goal. I am proud to keep my students safe by God's hands and stay sane.
More to come!
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Tuesday, February 12, 2019
Saturday, April 30, 2016
Taxes and other sorts
I filed my taxes. Woop!
I had bought a van. It needed major brake work. $500. Shit.
This is April and very slow!
Head Start has half of its classes as extended and the other half as standard. My classroom is extended. The standard gets out May 2nd. We get out June 3rd.
Word on the street is that we are moving to a new building next school year. Awesome. We have to pack our classroom up for the move before our school year ends.
Great, extra work.
I had bought a van. It needed major brake work. $500. Shit.
This is April and very slow!
Head Start has half of its classes as extended and the other half as standard. My classroom is extended. The standard gets out May 2nd. We get out June 3rd.
Word on the street is that we are moving to a new building next school year. Awesome. We have to pack our classroom up for the move before our school year ends.
Great, extra work.
Monday, February 29, 2016
February isn't for lovers
Last month, I did not mention I had a wreck. I was on my way to work when some chick in a Nissan pulled out in front of me to turn. I had the right-of-way. The insurance company did total-loss on the car. I'm in a rental, a KIA.
One of our water pipes burst under the house. I had to fix it and wrap it because of freezing. It burst because it froze. I hate fixing shit. Just not, well . . . whatever! So damn tired of this house falling apart and staying here.
My job is still in tact. We had a Valentine's party for the children. It was fun. I have a child with ADHD who is out of control. We had a field trip to the library and it was fun. I'm so proud of my kids for showing their positive behavior! It was great and I let them know!
Mom had a sinus infection and stayed home a day. Ms Moore was out due to a stomach bug. I have not been out other than the day I had the wreck.
We had a teacher work day which was cancelled. A parent - teacher conference went well. Yay!
One of our water pipes burst under the house. I had to fix it and wrap it because of freezing. It burst because it froze. I hate fixing shit. Just not, well . . . whatever! So damn tired of this house falling apart and staying here.
My job is still in tact. We had a Valentine's party for the children. It was fun. I have a child with ADHD who is out of control. We had a field trip to the library and it was fun. I'm so proud of my kids for showing their positive behavior! It was great and I let them know!
Mom had a sinus infection and stayed home a day. Ms Moore was out due to a stomach bug. I have not been out other than the day I had the wreck.
We had a teacher work day which was cancelled. A parent - teacher conference went well. Yay!
Monday, December 30, 2013
Commercialism
I hope everyone has had a serene holiday.
It is time now to vent.
I've been through the madness of the season. Increased traffic, madness inside stores, sour attitudes, and a host of crazy stupid people.
The holiday season is meant to celebrate the triumph of Christian ideology and family traditions of ole.
We close stores early. Wee little ones eagerly await the arrival of Santa Claus on Christmas day. Sleep is very eluding in lieu of the anxious imp.
The aroma of food and family enlighten the home with joy, happiness, and fulfillment. Family get-togethers are meaningful to the holiday season.
The traditions of family and many cultures always bring meaning to the holiday season. Irregardless of your beliefs, culture, or religion, the holidays are meant to bring peace and family together.
Why is it that stores are open beyond what is considered normal? Why do we need to spend money on things that we may use only a few times during the year? Things will sit in closets and every nook n' cranny of our houses collecting dust. Then the next holiday we beg for something new. It will collect dust with the other stuff that we have neglected throughout the year.
Many of us do not have a lot of family left. There are some people that commit suicide during the holidays because it is basically too much of a burden. Homeless people sit on street corners or in shelters with no one.
Animals live where ever they can find a place to stay dry. Sometimes they are lucky enough to be in a good shelter.
You stand in line with the newest toys and the latest fashions. For what? Nothing! If you're lucky the toys and clothes will be used. It may end up broke and begin collecting dust like all the rest.
Here is some advice for all you who go through the Commercialized chaos of the holiday season: save your money!
Donate your time and unused items to the animals and people who are in shelters. Go spend time with the elderly who may never have any visitors. Why should we let people die alone and be alone.
Commercialism equals asshole-ism. We are so needy, egotistical, and money driven that we ignore those that need us the most. We can take our spirit with us as we depart this physical plane. Not even one item will be allowed on that journey.
The greatest rewards are those that bring joy, peace, and love to others. It isn't just the money that can help others, it is our time and care that mean the most. It leaves a lasting impression.
It is time now to vent.
I've been through the madness of the season. Increased traffic, madness inside stores, sour attitudes, and a host of crazy stupid people.
The holiday season is meant to celebrate the triumph of Christian ideology and family traditions of ole.
We close stores early. Wee little ones eagerly await the arrival of Santa Claus on Christmas day. Sleep is very eluding in lieu of the anxious imp.
The aroma of food and family enlighten the home with joy, happiness, and fulfillment. Family get-togethers are meaningful to the holiday season.
The traditions of family and many cultures always bring meaning to the holiday season. Irregardless of your beliefs, culture, or religion, the holidays are meant to bring peace and family together.
Why is it that stores are open beyond what is considered normal? Why do we need to spend money on things that we may use only a few times during the year? Things will sit in closets and every nook n' cranny of our houses collecting dust. Then the next holiday we beg for something new. It will collect dust with the other stuff that we have neglected throughout the year.
Many of us do not have a lot of family left. There are some people that commit suicide during the holidays because it is basically too much of a burden. Homeless people sit on street corners or in shelters with no one.
Animals live where ever they can find a place to stay dry. Sometimes they are lucky enough to be in a good shelter.
You stand in line with the newest toys and the latest fashions. For what? Nothing! If you're lucky the toys and clothes will be used. It may end up broke and begin collecting dust like all the rest.
Here is some advice for all you who go through the Commercialized chaos of the holiday season: save your money!
Donate your time and unused items to the animals and people who are in shelters. Go spend time with the elderly who may never have any visitors. Why should we let people die alone and be alone.
Commercialism equals asshole-ism. We are so needy, egotistical, and money driven that we ignore those that need us the most. We can take our spirit with us as we depart this physical plane. Not even one item will be allowed on that journey.
The greatest rewards are those that bring joy, peace, and love to others. It isn't just the money that can help others, it is our time and care that mean the most. It leaves a lasting impression.
Friday, January 14, 2011
New Year 2011
Well, I have to say I have come through another tough year. It has been a real shit storm. I am blessed to have many things in life, especially the basics (house, family, car, food, etc). there is still snow on the ground from Sunday's winter storm. There is an old tale of snow that is still on the ground after three days, it is waiting for more of it!
Spring semester at USC-Lancaster started this week. Due to the snow, I missed all of my classes. I have logged on the the college website for students' classes and found an assignment waiting for me. aaarrrggghhhh! It is fine. It gives me something to read before getting to bed.
I have a few resolutions. First, get a job. Second, get healthy. Third, clean the house - get rid of junk. Finally, sell the house. My mother and I have promised each other that we will get a small dog after the both ofus get jobs. It has been so brutal with the job hunt!
Well, the new year will bring a new me. I just need to color my hair and pierce my ears! :)
Spring semester at USC-Lancaster started this week. Due to the snow, I missed all of my classes. I have logged on the the college website for students' classes and found an assignment waiting for me. aaarrrggghhhh! It is fine. It gives me something to read before getting to bed.
I have a few resolutions. First, get a job. Second, get healthy. Third, clean the house - get rid of junk. Finally, sell the house. My mother and I have promised each other that we will get a small dog after the both ofus get jobs. It has been so brutal with the job hunt!
Well, the new year will bring a new me. I just need to color my hair and pierce my ears! :)
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