New beginnings

It seems that I have a new perspective on things right now.

I checked my schedule Saturday to see when I would be working. My schedule changed to third shift beginning on Sunday night. I was off this weekend. My third shift started Sunday night from 10 pm to 7 am.

This means I get a break from my department and the slackers who work with me. No more pushing me around and getting pissed off at the slackers not doing their job. I used a palm pilot last night and I got a call from work asking where it was. Pissed me the hell off!  

Third shift will give me time to adjust to my emotional whirlwind. It has calmed down substantially since Friday. Thomas and I are Facebook friends. He is married. He has grown children and a grandchild. I can live with knowing that he is in a happy place and we are ok with each other.

About a week and a half ago we had three palm pilots in my department. Now we are down to one. I searched really well for the lost one to no avail. Don’t f**king call me about it. Don’t chew my ass out about it. I’m so f**king tired of hearing about the damn palm pilots. It is not my fault that everyone else can’t keep up with them! There is a lot of traffic through my department. Someone probably got it and never returned it! F**k off people! I am definitely going to bring this shit up with the store manager.

I have a headache. This is my third day on third shift. I am not cut out to do this shift. I am stocking back-to-school supplies. The school supply area is atrocious! It is always messy when I come in. It has to be seriously organized so I can stock and get as much merchandise out as I can.

Anyway, I see myself coming full circle with my crush on Thomas and coming to terms with it. I am wiser from the experience.