I have been working for a school district driving a school bus. Two years of politics and bull crap. That is another post.
I came and went at Head Start. I began my journey of school buses there. I bounced.
2020 has seen its fair share of crap. We have a demented president. A viral pandemic. Economic disaster. Schools are up in the air about re opening to virtual learning or in class instruction or both. That leaves us drivers in turmoil.
I've had a rough year personally. Anxious. Scared. Lonely. Contemplation. Questions. Sickness.
Mom had been sick with dehydration and severe diarrhea. Finally the doctor diagnosed her with collageanous ulcerative colitis. She is on medication that cost roughly $1200 a month. I was so off balance it affected my work and my mind.
I got suspended from work. I was on paid suspension for three weeks as I was out on leave dealing with a sick parent.
I finally had the courage to speak up about my anxiety. My supervisor blew me off like a it was nothing. I will blog on that whole mess later.
I have been trying to keep a rock solid mentality even through the worst of times.
As of now, I am back on blogging. Steady pace. I need this.
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