At my job, we have the choice of opening our career preferences to different areas and advancements. Mine are wide open except for the vision center and pharmacy.
In the past two weeks I've done two different phone interviews for two different positions. One is part time. The other is full time.
The first phone interview I did was for Personnel Coordinator/Support Manager. When I'm not in the personnel office, I am out on the sales floor as a support manager for management and staff. This is full time.
The second phone interview was for accounting. It is part time. I believe I will be out on the floor when I am not in the accounting office.
I have mixed feelings about the whole thing. I feel sorrow and anxiety. I know doors have been opened for me. I am scared to walk through them. I have gotten myself into a groove at work. My OCD has allowed me to get into the groove and some semblance of a set pace.
If I am offered either of these jobs, I will be leaving Mr. Thomas and Mrs. Barbara. My two most favorite people! It almost makes me want to cry I will miss them so much. They are the reason I go to work! Some days are bad and they make it better.
I don't want to do myself a disservice. I have been having anxiety attacks over this whole mess. I just need to think about it and go over everything!
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