Been a while now since I posted something of the personal nature.
I got two buddies at work, Ms. Barbara and Mr. Thomas. Yes, the same Thomas I had a crush on. Still do, just not crazy sexy like it was. We talked a few minutes in the associate lounge yesterday evening. I enjoyed it. Casual conversation and good times. A time to wind down and smile a bit.
For the past few days it has been crazy with customers going crazy and rude. I think I am one of the few who actually give a damn to work.
There is a new manager for our department. It will be officially six months on the 29th since I was hired. This new manager will be the third since I was hired. What the hell is up with that?
I'm on the verge of joining a gym. The same gym that Thomas goes to. Oh shit. I mean oh snap. Whatever. I am at odds whether or not I want to cross paths with him at the gym. I need to lose weight. Get rid of some of the pudge I got. I will have to take it step by step to see how weird it will get, if it does.
Anyway, I am gonna sail out for now. got some stuff to do before going to work. Damn.
Thursday, September 25, 2014
Monday, September 22, 2014
Tuesday, September 9, 2014
Long Time Roller Coaster
It has been a long time since I posted a blog.
My apologies.
I've been off my anxiety medication for a few weeks now. My anxiety is relatively stable. I'm surprised that I'm so calm. Although . . . here is it . . . . but, my anger and attitude are on high alert. Not to the point of rage or ever hurting anyone. I'm surprised that my attitude has changed and my anxiety is so low. Oh well. I will continue to see how it goes.
I'm taking an over-the-counter thyroid supplement I got off Ebay. It seems that it may not be working. Maybe it is. I don't know. I usually take about 5 pills a day. it is supposed to rev up my thyroid and metabolism. I am using it as a weight loss supplement. I don't really feel anything different. I guess it would help if I took it regularly.
Now on to a more talked about subject. Thomas. He is a roller coaster. I feel like he is cool with me one day and not the next. What the hell? All I want to do is chill with him, friends, whatever. He is a major source of my anxiety. Sometimes. I can't deal with this on-again off-again crap.
His son, Jared, is hot! I saw a picture of him on Facebook. Wow! Anyway. Moving on.
I worked third shift last week for three days setting the mods and stocking Halloween! It was fun. It was Ted, Melissa, and I working. We got a lot done. There were times when I felt like shit.I can't handle many days on third shift.
I got into a tiff with one of my co-workers about two weeks ago. I went looking for her to get the keys to help a customer. I could not find her. I paged her. Our manager had her paged. She got pissed and threw a hissy fit out on the sales floor in front of another co-worker and a customer. I was furious. I walked off to cool down. After I cooled off, I went to our manager and explained the situation. I asked to be moved to another department. He told me to think about it over the weekend. I did. I told him I would like to be moved to another department. It has been a week. I talked to Brandon about moving to sporting goods. He said he will talk to the store manager about opening up a position there.
There is too many people in my department and the way we are scheduled sucks. I was by myself for five hours one night. I mean, what the hell? Morale is low and team work is almost non-existent. I do not want to quit. I will be there six months at the end of September.
Life sucks.
My apologies.
I've been off my anxiety medication for a few weeks now. My anxiety is relatively stable. I'm surprised that I'm so calm. Although . . . here is it . . . . but, my anger and attitude are on high alert. Not to the point of rage or ever hurting anyone. I'm surprised that my attitude has changed and my anxiety is so low. Oh well. I will continue to see how it goes.
I'm taking an over-the-counter thyroid supplement I got off Ebay. It seems that it may not be working. Maybe it is. I don't know. I usually take about 5 pills a day. it is supposed to rev up my thyroid and metabolism. I am using it as a weight loss supplement. I don't really feel anything different. I guess it would help if I took it regularly.
Now on to a more talked about subject. Thomas. He is a roller coaster. I feel like he is cool with me one day and not the next. What the hell? All I want to do is chill with him, friends, whatever. He is a major source of my anxiety. Sometimes. I can't deal with this on-again off-again crap.
His son, Jared, is hot! I saw a picture of him on Facebook. Wow! Anyway. Moving on.
I worked third shift last week for three days setting the mods and stocking Halloween! It was fun. It was Ted, Melissa, and I working. We got a lot done. There were times when I felt like shit.I can't handle many days on third shift.
I got into a tiff with one of my co-workers about two weeks ago. I went looking for her to get the keys to help a customer. I could not find her. I paged her. Our manager had her paged. She got pissed and threw a hissy fit out on the sales floor in front of another co-worker and a customer. I was furious. I walked off to cool down. After I cooled off, I went to our manager and explained the situation. I asked to be moved to another department. He told me to think about it over the weekend. I did. I told him I would like to be moved to another department. It has been a week. I talked to Brandon about moving to sporting goods. He said he will talk to the store manager about opening up a position there.
There is too many people in my department and the way we are scheduled sucks. I was by myself for five hours one night. I mean, what the hell? Morale is low and team work is almost non-existent. I do not want to quit. I will be there six months at the end of September.
Life sucks.
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