Internet and Celebrities - A piece of advice!

I came across a blog on a website that someone has forwarded to me.

It was based on an actor whom I adore very much. The author of the blog ranted about the actor and his wife being complete and utter assholes while not taking care of their son.

I was shocked beyond utter belief that this was posted. This was the first time I came across anything negative toward the actor. I am not counting critic's reviews of any films.

I tweeted this actor feeling like I had just been cheated on by this actor's bad behavior.

I had egg all over my face. One of the actor's tweet friends replied that the actor is not that way personally. The blog author was most likely pissed off and spiteful. I immediately tweeted an apology for my ranting.

I will admit when I am wrong. This time I was wrong and I will freely admit that. I am only human and a loyal admirer of this actor. I just hope that he forgives me.

Please be weary of what you read on the internet. You could end up with egg all over your face like myself. I jumped the gun and ended up embarrassed about it. Probably does not matter anyway.

The principle still applies here. Be weary of what you read, it is not always true!

Posthummous: alive again, renewed faith

I have arisen from the dark once again.

Many things have burdened me these past three years. A few things I will not speak of due to the intimate nature of my soul being too vulnerable upon speaking of such matters.

I have taken a hiatus from college for a semester to find work. Work seems to be the worst of the curses that have plagued me. I would love to finish my Bachelor's degree, maybe finish two at the same time. My financial aid has hit a plateau that has made it hard to continue with courses. I will, however, tackle this problem later in the year.

My mother has been ill with various things. She is getting these things fixed at a snail's pace. Luckily, she has health insurance now. This has made our lives a bit harder than most, at least for the time being.

The house is up for sale. 3 bedrooms, 2 baths, a deck, and side steps. We have A little over 14 acres of which 1 acre is cleared for the house. I have been wanting to move out of this house for too long. Mom has wanted to keep it. We are walking forward to a better life and starting over again. I'de love to move to New York or Massachusettes soon. Maybe within a year or two. I just do not want to go back to Georgia nor stay in the Carolinas.

There are so many things that I want to do. These things have been derailed for years. I have got to get them done before my time is up in this existence. I see a new horizon before me to do this.

To any readers out there:
I hope this reaches you in a good place. Always feel free to reply and talk if you would like. We all will get through this together.

Daydreams.Reality.Moods

I have always loved to daydream. It has kept me sane during half of my childhood when things were really brutal and hopeless.

I still daydream.

Sometimes daydreaming does put me in a bad mood. Reality checks in and I become saddened that my daydreams are not being fulfilled.

How can my daydreams do this to my emotions? Why do I even bother to daydream when it just depresses the hell out of me?!?!?!?!

I want to fulfill my dreams and I just can't walk the walk. I am constrained and unmotivated. My emotions are the Pandora's Box of my life.

Sometimes I have to ask WTF is wrong with this picture? I just want to scream and pitch a damn tantrum to get it all out in the open. I want it all to hang out and leave. Don't care where it goes! My negative emotions, the sadness, the depression, and the anxiety need to hitch a ride into hell.

I need help to get motivated and charge my batteries. I still want to daydream and be merry. I just need to vent and find my true happy place, where ever that may be.