Employment - January 2014

Unemployed and disappointed.

I've had 2 job interviews in two weeks.

I'm at a point where I feel disillusioned and depressed.

I constantly ask myself what is wrong with me. I try to be perky and social. I just do not have the demeanor for that.

I'm totally OCD and anxious. I fear social situations. I'm weird. Ok, I get it. It has been too long since I was out in the real world. I've lost my touch.

Ok, I need to get a grip.  

Current Wave of job hunting.

I've had much to say and lack of energy to post it.

Things are a bit heavy at home.

No job, still looking. I mean, WTH is happening to the economy? Hell! I am a passionate person (to a fault)who is loyal (to a fault) and easy to get along with.

Everything is viewed on the internet. Resumes, applications, and personal history. What happened to face-to-face conversations? Is it that lack-of-giving-a-shit attitude?

I am so ready to work. Can someone please help?